On Sunday...i received a sms from mel saying she got into a freakish car accident. well e whole car flipped. no joke. and what made me felt so bad was that she tried to call me so many times before actually smsing me. i did not pick up at all. she muz b feeling so terrible and helpless. e feeling wasn't good for me either. tried to call her back...after several tries...thank god she finally picked up. wa i cant verbally described to you how exactly that point of time felt to me. a mixture of anxiety relief and fear crashed in on me upon finally hearing her voice. she was crying on the other line...traumatized and shaking...aiyooo made me cry too la. bitch . e car was upside down and though she was able to get out ...i cant imagine how that mere seconds of being trapped like this felt to her. and her side was so near to a tree...she could have disappeared from our lives simply like that. i am so glad u are still around. im so sorry my dear that i did not pick up yr calls earlier on. and thank god both she and pf are miraculously alright after such a freaky accident. so please my dear friends drive carefully alright. and try to always keep yr hp close by u ok. e experience for both sides are not good if ever e same situation happens to u.

now my turn to emo while writing this la. bitch lo